I fill a void.

I’ve come to realize something about myself. I am a void filler. You may be wondering, “what exactly is a void filler?” Well I shall tell you…

I am the person that meets whatever need there is in a room, a need in a person’s life, or a need for a company. If I’m in a room full of rambunctious people, I don’t feel the need to also be rambunctious. I’ll be the quiet one who talks to the other lonely people in the room. If there is a person who needs a real best friend, an advice giver, or a listener, I can be that too.

If a company  needs a real go-getter, a video editor, an organizer, I can be all of those things. I guess that I take an assessment of the situation at hand, and I fill the void. I don’t exactly know when my personality turned into this, but somehow I’ve come to realize that this is what I am.

I’m not mad at it. I think I enjoy it. I enjoy meeting the need.

In His Love,
Buffy

“If you want to identify me, ask me not where I live, or what I like to eat, or how I comb my hair, but ask me what I am living for, in detail, ask me what I think is keeping me from living fully for the thing I want to live for.”

- Thomas Merton (via herewecollide)

When I try to get off the internet, but some website sucks me back in

I think too often we let these serendipitous moments pass us by. We find something good, then we don’t believe the truthfulness of its goodness. We find something good and then, poof, we let it go. All because we are scared.

We are scared that this good thing could potentially lead to more good things. We are scared this good thing could actually make us better than we currently are. We are scared that this good thing just might change our lives.

Sometimes things really do just “fall into our laps,” but I feel it is important to remember to care for these things too. Don’t take serendipity for granted. Don’t let it pass by the wayside because you don’t believe you are worthy of such serendipity. You are worthy, it happened for a reason, there is a purpose and a plan for it, and you just may be better off with it.

In His Love,
Buffy

#Ladies

corycopeland:

No one says you have to settle. Wait for the man who will make you happy. Wait for the man who will complete you romantically. You’re worth it.

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