(Source: laneykatherine)

twloha:

Noah Gundersen and Abby Gundersen go unplugged at HEAVY AND LIGHT with “Moss on a Rolling Stone.”

Okay, okay, I know I’m getting older and most of my friends are older than me anyways, but what’s with all the weddings happening left and right? I sware just within the last week, I’ve heard of at least 5 weddings that recently happened or will be happening in the very near future.

It’s just a little weird is all. Just a crazy realization that I’m growing up as well as everyone else around me, and it’s so odd. I feel like I should just be starting my freshman year of college instead of my sister, I feel like I should be just now meeting that first college crush, or getting my first car or something. I know I’m not even that old, but I feel like the world is rushing everyone into adulthood so quickly, and I’m not so sure how I feel about it. 

Back to the wedding bit though- I am getting really excited about all of it still. After all, I am a girl! I get absolutely giddy when I learn about a new engagement, or a new romance budding. I used to get really extremely jealous over situations like that, but now I am at the point in my life where I can honestly just be happy for all these people. I can be ecstatic that within the next year at least 5 of my close friends will be getting married.

And quite honestly, I am just loving love right now. I love watching two people fall in love, I love watching a couple have a fight and make up, I love watching my mom and dad fuss and fight but know that they still love each other at the end of the day. I love watching silly little romances on tv that mean absolutely nothing at all, and I also love first time crushes. I know this sounds so dumb and girly, but I get a chance to do that every once in a while. I just love it all- I love love.

I know that one day my time will come, and that excites me. It excites me to know that there is someone out there who is willing to fight for me, love me unconditionally, and never give up on me. That is a good feeling to know that one day that will come for me. It may take a while, but patience is one of those fruits of the spirit that I am working on.

It’s definitely a weird feeling, knowing that all this is happening so fast. Faster and faster every year even, but it’s good to know that when that love comes around it will be beautiful.

Sorry for the mushy-
In His Love,
Buffy